as I wait for You

There's a feeling I'm becoming more familiar with these days. I couldn't describe it to you...I could point to the exact spot in my belly where I feel it. I haven't decided yet whether it's pleasant or not. All I know...is the Lord always follows this feeling with deep heart revelation. So..I'm waiting. Lord...what is this feeling!?!?

Psalm 16 has been the only sanity I can cling to it seems.

"You have made known to me the path of life;
you will fill me with joy in your presence,
with eternal pleasures at your right hand."
Psalm 16:11

I believe it. Even if it's not happening now, God I don't know what the path of life is, but I believe that He will show me. I am believing to be filled with joy.

I'm believing Lord that You are the revealer of all things, even the hidden things in my heart. That my heart is hidden in Yours. You know my heart, you know me, even when I don't.

So in the midst of this "AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHIHAVENOIDEAWHATSGOINGONINMYHEARTRIGHTNOW" feeling...the beautiful voice of the lovely Brooke Fraser come drifting through the speakers at Mugwalls. Thank you Jesus for the beautiful reminder.

Enjoy.