Monday, August 23, 2010

live.

I've found myself marveling lately at the way life changes. The way things turn out ways I never would have thought or imagined. I've come to realize that my expectations are rarely right, and that my thoughts on the way a situation should play out are seldom the way it works. I'm learning to love the journeys the Lord is taking me on, and to appreciate every circumstance that is placed in my life. I am beginning to love unexpectedness, and starting to enjoy the fact that I have no clue what my life is supposed to look like. Trusting the Lord is actually becoming fun. I'm craving adventure more and more. I'm loving new experiences, and still enjoying the typical ones. I really like learning about myself and who I am...I really enjoy discovering myself as God sees me. I like listening to new music, and laying on a couch all morning talking to Jesus. These couple of weeks in my new house before school starts has allowed many opportunities to take in life in ways I've never been able to before. I've gotten to lay in bed and giggle and have all kinds of heart-to-hearts with my roommates, stay up late talking and not worry cause I have nothing to do the next day, have lots of time in the mornings to lay around and eat cereal for as long as I want. This definitely won't last...my reality will start again in a week, so I'm enjoying this for all it's worth. But you know, as someone who has always really hated change, life still changes, and it's starting to be fun. Seasons aren't forever...thank GOD! So, I guess all I'm really getting at is that I'm taking life with a grain of salt. It's way better that way.




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